I still miss the sun – Prologue  -

Begun on 11/05/2000 ~ Finished on: 3/2/2001

Prologue

~  He was watching the sunrise.

 

No matter how tired he was, he always did. It had so many meanings to him. It meant that he had survived another long night, that he could enjoy the borrowed time he still had.

 

 He always watched it, because he knew that each sunrise could be his last, and he wanted to remember it.

 

He had discovered, though, that each sunrise was different from the previous, the colors were different, the air was different.

 

 Yet, it didn’t cease to amaze him. Its beauty didn’t cease to take his breath away.

 

He actually looked forward to that moment, the moment where his breath caught in his throat when he marvelled at the pink and pale golden nuances of the sky.

 

 William Appleton shivered at the morning chill, yet he smiled. There was too much darkness in his life, a darkness toned just by the red of the blood he saw each night. The blood of innocent, nameless victims of the night and its mysteries.

 

Those nuances gave a bit of life back to him

 

He knew he was living on a borrowed time, each sunrise was a gift, each  heartbeat was a gift.

 

 He knew that he was going to be activated, sooner or later. He had been trained for that moment for years. Nothing scared him anymore.

 

He didn’t feel pain, anymore, he had gotten used to it…they had taught him to like pain.

 

He had nothing to lose, no one to lose. His family thought he was dead…he wasn’t of course. Not physically, not yetbut his life had ended the moment he had accepted to be one of the Eletti.

 

 When he had accepted to be one of them he had consciously given up on his life, for the sake of the world.

 

A new name, a new identity, had been given to him, a lousy job, a room…and a mission….to spy on them, to research on them.

 

VampiresDemons.

 

He wasn’t scared of them anymore. How could he? He spied on them night after night, he observed them, studied them

 

He had been trained to be as silent as them, he had been taught meditation to slow his heartbeat, had been given potions to cover his human smellall of it, to spy on thembefore he was activated. When the time would come, he was going to be one of them.

 

To keep the world safe, to aid the Chosen One, to prevent darkness from overruling the Earth.

 

When time would come, he was going to die…to become one of them… apparently. His soul was not going to be wiped away by the demon that was going to inhabitate his body

 

He was going to be the little spot of light within the darkness.

 

He wasn’t afraid to die, not any more. As a Watcher he had been prepared to lay down his life for the Slayer, for the sake of the world.

 

Dying was just a matter of perception. Besides, he really didn’t have nothing to lose.

 

A first, lukewarm beam of sunlight hit his forehead.

 

He had nothing to lose. Nothing, except the sun ~