I still miss the sun – chapter eighteen -

 

“Giles?”  Buffy’s voice called from behind Giles’ shoulders. The man turned. Although that wasn’t the real Buffy, but just part of a complex spell, it was hard for him, to remember that.

 

They had been in that gallery for hours; each of them had a powerful flashlight, and plenty of stakes. He had been walking lightly ahead of the others but he slowed his pace and she was immediately next to him, so close to him that her shoulder brushed against his forearm.

 

“Yes, Buffy?” he said, feeling more tired than he had ever felt in his life.

 

“Are you all right?” the Slayer asked, grazing the back of his hand with a finger.

 

Giles shook his head no and said, “It’s hard to remember it is a spell…and…”

 

“That I’m just part of your worst nightmare?” she finished in a low voice.

 

“Your death is my worst nightmare, Buffy…not you…”

 

“I’m not dead…I’m here next to you, now…why don’t you talk to me?”

 

“Because….”

 

“Because I’m not real?” she asked.

 

Giles slowly nodded at her words. “I’m sorry….”

 

“Do you really love her? The real Buffy, I mean…”

 

“With everything I am…”

 

“Does she love you back?”

 

“I don’t know….”

 

“We always feel the truth deep within ourselves …and since I’m a part of you…I’d say that she loves you back…”

 

“I wish it were true…”

 

“I’ll tell you what …You’ll ask her when you come back and then you’ll tell me the answer in your dreams…”

 

Giles stopped and looked at her smiling face. Even if she wasn’t the real Buffy, she had the same power on him…she gave him hope, his hand sought hers, their fingers intertwined. Buffy shrugged and said, “We’d better hurry, Giles…I want to tell you ‘I told you so’ as soon as possible”

 

Giles shook his head and chuckled. Buffy Summers was even in his dreams, the most exasperating, impossible, incorrigible woman he had ever met.

 

He wouldn’t want her any other way.

 

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There was too much light, too much silence in that gallery.

 

They all felt they were almost at the end of the road. They knew they were close and that silence didn’t hold anything good.

 

Smell of death and decay hit their nostrils. The evilness of that place was almost palpable like a thick veil.

 

“Are they ever going to show up?” Buffy asked suddenly. Goosebumps had covered her arms and face.

 

“Don’t be too impatient, Slayer….they’ll show up…they’re just waiting for the right moment…”

 

“How do you know about all this?” Spike asked.

 

“Research, William…if you hadn’t rushed down here and you had read better the information on the floppy we sent you, you would have known…. ”

 

“Gee…you almost sounded like Giles…” Buffy remarked.

 

Eric ignored her and said, “They need your blood William…yours and the Slayer’s…”

 

“Why didn’t they take us during the first battle?” Buffy asked.

 

“Because it was still soon, don’t you remember, ducks? We weren’t ready for them…we had to be weaker….both physically and emotionally….that’s why they took Red and Giles… ”

 

“They probably hadn’t realized that your love for them has given you strength…by the way, when did you fall in love with the witch?” Eric asked.

 

Spike snorted and said, “Mind your own business, Eric…”

 

“That’s my business, William…you know the rules…”

 

“Bugger the rules, Eric! You can’t decide whom I fall in love with…I've given up my *life* for the Eletti…I’m probably going to get dusted to stop the end of the world…but I’m not going to let a bunch of old tossers like you to interfere with this!”

 

“You really love her…” Buffy said.

 

“Are you surprised?” both Spike and Eric asked in unison.

 

“After the last three days? You’ve got to be kidding me…” she mumbled.

 

Eric chuckled, then turning toward Spike said, “William…I’m not going to interfere…I’m the only old tosser who know about this…but be careful…just because you’ve got a soul it doesn’t mean she’s safe…”

 

“Don’t you think I know that?” Spike said, looking at Eric, the other vampire was about to say something when Buffy interrupted him saying, “Rewind…*soul*? What are you talking about?”

 

"You didn't tell her?" Eric asked looking at Spike.

 

Spike shrugged and said looking at Buffy, "Oh, yes…I forgot to tell you, I still have my soul…all the Eletti keep it…”

 

Buffy didn’t have the time to speak; the earth seemed to suddenly shatter all around them, while the too bright lights in the gallery slowly faded replaced by the sinister purple light.

 

They could all feel it. They could feel the presence of the powerful entity that was behind it; the powerful entity that had decided to take Willow and Giles.

 

Your tricks aren’t going to help you…I know you are here…

 

The voice said. Eric and Spike exchanged a glance, then Spike lightly grabbed Buffy’s wrist and pointed with a look at a corner of the little hall they were in.

 

Buffy silently nodded at him and moved toward the right coming out from the magic shield Eric had created.

 

Spike turned toward Eric and murmured, “To stand against the darkness. To be the light within the darkness…to aid the Slayer in her never ending….”

 

“ battle against the darkness…to lighten her burden…to fight by her side and die for her…to protect the world …always”

 

“Always” Spike repeated, he smiled at his friend and said before going out from the shield, “It’s good to see you, mate….”

 

Eric smiled back at him and once he had exited the shield murmured, “It’s good to be here, son…”