I still miss the sun – chapter seventeen-

 

Willow was looking at the Twilight, from the entrance of Sunnydale’s tunnels. Its colors were amazing, she didn’t think she had ever seen something as beautiful as those colors.

 

She wished Spike was with her, seeing them, but he had already entered the tunnel. She could hear him arguing with Buffy about weapons to use.

 

What Giles had told them in the living room  while had lifted a weight from her shoulders, had filled her with a deep anger and sadness.

 

Nothing of what they had been living was true. They were under a spell, trapped in their worst nightmares. Giles had been researching on a way to break the spell, from within.

 

The only way he had found was going to face who had cast the spell, metaphorically at least.

 

The knowledge that Giles and she were the only real people in that complex spell hadn’t helped her at all, it had only increased her rage.

 

She wondered how her real friends were doing, she wondered whether they were close and if they were all right.

 

“Willow?” Giles’ voice made her start, she turned toward her friend and said, “We have been trapped in this spell for what it looks like years…and I don’t remember we’ve ever stopped and looked around…”

 

Giles silently placed a hand on her shoulder, Willow looked at him surprised. They had both changed so much since that nightmare had started, she sighed and whispered, We’ll get out from here…whatever here is…. ”

 

                                                                                                                                                                   She turned toward his friends and met his eyes, she realized his look mirrored hers: it was payback time.

 

~~*~~*~~*~~

 

“They’re fighting the spell” Eric announced opening his eyes. He turned to look at Xander and Anya who were kneeling next to him on the floor.

 

They both looked quite tired. Eric shrugged and said, “You’d better take a nap, or you won’t be of any help…”

 

He slowly stood up  and took his black leather jacket from the couch.

 

“Where are you going?” Xander asked.

 

“I’m going into the galleries, William and the Slayer …”

 

“Buffy…her name is Buffy, she’s not just the Slayer…” Xander hissed interrupting him.

 

“Don’t you think I know that? Sorry, Xander I’m not here to discuss Buffy’s qualities as human being. I’m just here to help them in any way I can…”

 

“I’m coming with you” Xander said.

 

“You’re not going anywhere…I need you here now, and we’ll need your help when we come back…for now, you just have to stay here with Anya…and stay within the circle.”

 

“What will happen under the galleries?” Xander asked.

 

“I don’t know…it shouldn’t be that different from the attempted Ascension  you witnessed a couple of years ago, though.”

 

“Oh, that makes me feel so much better…” he mumbled.

 

“You asked for it, mate…” Eric said smiling while he went to the door.

 

“Now, I know where Spike took his attitude….” Xander said under his breath.

 

Eric laughed at his words, while he opened the door and said, “I heard that, Xander…”

 

“It was meant for you to hear…” he said.

 

Eric turned, a serious expression in his eyes, “We’ll come back soon, Xander…I promise you….”

 

Xander nodded. He didn’t know why he believed him. He felt that vampire, would bring his friends back to him.

 

The door closed leaving Xander and Anya alone, Xander turned toward his girlfriend and looked at her, she looked so tired, he was so proud of her, he stretched his uninjured hand toward her and brushed some hair away from her face whispering, “Have I ever told you how much I love you?”

 

Anya shook her head no at his words, while tears filled her eyes, Xander smiled at her and said, “I was stupid, An…I love you…”

 

“I love you too, Xander…” she took his hand in hers and  lightly squeezed it, whispering, “Come here…you need to rest…Giles and the others will need you when they come back”

 

Xander nodded, and got closer to her. he placed his head on her lap and slowly closed his eyes, while she slowly caressed his hair. For the first time since his friends had been taken Xander was able to close his eyes.

 

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Buffy was sure she was covered in blood. Never had she felt so dirty in her life.

 

She didn’t know how many vampires and demons she had killed. They were close to the center, she could feel it, every cell of her being could feel how close they were.

 

They had been fighting for what it looked like hours. She knew Spike was fighting behind her, although she hadn’t looked at him. She didn’t feel tired, she just feared the moment, she was going to face a human being.

 

Spike had told her those were human beings only technically speaking, and intellectually she was ready to do whatever she could to stop them and save Giles and Willow…she was just afraid that when moment would come she wasn’t going to be really able to go ahead.

 

She knew that she couldn’t rely on Spike to do that, it was something she was going to do alone.

 

She could feel Giles, she could feel how he was  fighting the spell, she could feel how determined he was to end that nightmare. She wished he was with her, she wished she could tell him how much she loved him, how she didn’t want to live another day without him knowing how she felt.

 

The last demon fell on the pavement, she turned toward Spike. He was still fighting a very ugly looking demon, he was in his game face, yet never had he looked so human to  Buffy as in that moment. There was a desperation, an urgency in each one of his moves.

 

He hadn’t told her anything about his feelings for Willow and she knew there was another bigger battle they were going to fight, but she felt he was fighting it for Willow.

 

The ugly-looking demon Spike had been fighting fell on the pavement with a loud thud. The vampire turned toward her and said, “They’re afraid, ducks….we’re too close….”

 

“Willow and Giles are fighting them…..can you feel it?”

 

Spike  nodded while getting closer to her and said, “They had underestimated them….but they won’t do that again, we have to…” he suddenly stopped talking, both Buffy and he tensed.

 

“Someone is coming….” Buffy whispered.

 

Spike nodded and raised a hand to hush her. He grabbed her arm and pulled her closer to him.

 

“What…” she said in  a low voice.

 

A figure came out from a corner, Spike blinked, surprised. It couldn’t be true.

 

 That had to be another illusion created to weaken him. “If you’re trying to mess with my head again….” He hissed.

 

A deep laughter echoed in the gallery. That was a laughter he would have recognized everywhere, it was deep and rich.

 

 Spike lessened his grip on Buffy’s arm when the figure taking a step forward said,  “William…let me see if your roots are showing”

 

A smile formed on Spike’s lips, he unconsciously morphed back in his human face, he almost chuckled before saying, “Oh, I don’t know…how can I be sure it’s really you? You know, it’s not something I show to anyone”

 

“I guess you are right, mate…” the voice said taking another step forward and both Spike and Buffy could see the young man who had been talking. He was shorter than Spike and looked younger than him, he was smiling widely at them.

 

Spike’s smile turned into a snort, he took a step forward as well and said, “You’ve not changed Eric….”

 

“Too bad I can’t say the same for you, William….so that’s the bad guys’ playground?”

 

Spike nodded, then said, “How kind of you to join us…”

 

“Oh, you know me William, I would never refuse such a kind plea for help as, ‘Drag your arse over here, you almond-eyed pillock’”

 

Spike’s doubts about Eric’s real identity vanished. When he had gathered information about the heta7tanatos,  he had specifically asked for Eric’s help, saying those exact words. It almost looked like it had happened years ago. He looked at his eldest friend and said, “How long have we been here?”

 

“Almost three days, mate…I’ve been looking for you in the galleries since yesterday”

 

“Almost three days? You mean the time is almost up?” Buffy chimed in. Both the vampires turned toward her and Eric shrugged before saying, “We are quite close, I've been checking on your friends….they’re safe for now…” he looked again at Spike and said, “William, as much as I wish  we stayed here and saw how your roots are showing, I’d suggest we just cut the crap and went stopping heta7tanatos”

 

“Sounds like a plan” Buffy said looking at both of them. She didn’t know who that Eric guy was, but she could feel how much Spike trusted him, and she had learned to trust him since Willow and Giles had been taken.

 

“So, what you have in mind, Eric?” Spike asked. He wasn’t surprised when  Eric didn’t answer him, he had closed his eyes, and his lips were mouthing something….Spike smiled when he realized what  Eric was chanting .

 

“What is he doing?” Buffy asked.

 

Spike shook his head no and raised a finger, hushing her, they both blinked when an emerald green light enveloped them

 

Eric slowly opened his eyes and said, “That’s much better”

 

“What is that?” Buffy asked.

 

Spike was grinning when he said, “He has blocked them out…they can’t feel, hear or see us….”

 

“Cool…” Buffy said looking around, she then looked at Eric and asked, “So, magick man, what’s your plan?”

 

“Let’s see we have two Eletti and a Slayer…and enough mystical power and physical strength  to make them taste their own medicine, they’ve tried to mess with your head and weaken you…let’s see if we can do the same with them…”

 

Spike nodded and said, “You said you checked on Red and the Watcher…did you find a leak?”

 

Eric nodded and added, “Good boy…and I take you know what we are going to do now…”

 

“You’re going to widen the leak…while Buffy and I are going to kick some asses…”

 

Buffy turned toward Spike surprised he had used her name, Eric noticed it because smiling he said, “Our William is full of surprises, under all that bleach there’s a brain….and a good heart”

 

“Hey, I resent the last remark, you wanker!” Spike said.

 

Both Buffy and Eric raised their eyebrows at his words, Spike snorted  and shook his head before saying, “You’ll pay for that, Eric…”

 

Eric shook his head smiling, his smile faded, though when he turned toward Buffy, he took a long look at her before asking, “Are you ready, child? Really ready… This is going to be hard…William will take as many demons he can…but you’ll have to … ”

 

Buffy nodded and interrupted him saying, “I'll do whatever I have to…”

 

“Good…I’d say, we should put this show on the road, then….” Eric said, he turned toward Spike and asked,  “Do you still remember your training?”

 

“Of course, I do…you wanker…”

 

“Good…do you remember the first lesson about fighting?”.

 

“Take a step back before they mess your clothes?” Spike asked smirking

 

“Ah, bloody, ah…it’s…”

 

surprise the hell out of them….” Spike finished for him.

 

“Good…now, let’s go children…we don’t have much time…”

 

Buffy and Spike looked at each other, perfect understanding and an identical look in their eyes, they nodded at each other, then Buffy said, “Uh…Eric? Don’t call us children…ever, ever, again…”